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Divorce: disassociate: part; cease or break association with
That is the term my lawyers thought we should do. You see, things were great to the public eye...behind closed doors...not so much. We fought. The verbal kind. Not the fist of cuffs kind. It was not until he started to go on tour that I realized that my lawyers were right. The time we spent apart was a blessing. There was no fighting and I could finally go to sleep without crying. I was happy. It was not until lately I started to panic. I knew he was going to be done with his tour soon and that meant he would be around more often. It would be nice to have him around because of the twins but for my personal sanity, I wanted to go into a hole and hide. The papers are being drawn up today and he will have them when he gets back from tour. Talk about a welcome back gift. I will safely say that there will be joint custody of our kids and I won't be saying anything badly about him because I can't. He gave me my two beautiful children. They will know who their father is and won't end up like me. I have my circle of people helping me move out of this house and into my old apartment. It was a good thing I had been saving it. I was going to keep it as a present for my nanny but I guess I have to use it until I find a new home for me and kids.
Hi. My name is Bevin Diaz Eliven and I am the mother of two amazing children, Logan and Lily. I am going to be twenty-nine years old this year and I already have a failed marriage. I am a recovering alcoholic and it is always a struggling battle but I am learning to cope with it.
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